Shoes don't stretch and men don't change

You're ridiculous . Probably the biggest prick I've had met in my entire life, so why do I still care what you think? I shouldn't. After everything you've put me through I should never talk to you again and completely push you out of my life, but that's not that kinda person I am. I thought I could change you, and you actually made me believe that you changed too, but lets face the facts you never have and you never will. I cannot believe you think I owe you something.. me..owe you?! Psh.. You've put me through hell and back, you've RUINED my life so don't come with this crap that I owe YOU something. There's a reason why I didn't date you last year and you know why..What you did wasn't ok and you can't change what you did. Yeah, so you're in a relationship now. What? You think he's changed? Sweetie face the facts he will never change. I don't care who you are he's still going to be that worthless piece of crap ass hole that he was before. "Shoes don't stretch and men don't change."

Truth

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
— Marilyn Monroe

Jealousy.

Jealousy. It's a horrible thing isn't it? Probably one of the worst feelings in the world. Watching people full fill the dreams that you want. The dreams that you worked so hard for, and for what? Nothing. You got nothing out of it but the memories...but the second that you give up on that dream it always seems like someone else accomplishes it. 

 A year ago one of my dreams was to go to state in the 4x1. It's been my race since 7th grade and we've been so close every year, last year was my final shot..but I'm me. Which means my dreams generally don't come true when I want them to happen. They happen when my coach screws me out of a position or when I graduate. Which I guess are no longer MY dreams, they're someone else's. Typical Katie luck. I'm not saying that I'm not happy for the girls who for the first time in school history are now going to state, I'm saying I envy you. I worked so hard my whole high school career to run what you girls are about to run. Jogging up to the starting line, heart racing, confidence, hearing the announcer say "sweats off. on your mark. set." **gun**, the adrenaline from that perfect hand off..I miss it. I wish I was one of you girls, but I'm not, and I'm never going back to high school. So to put into terms I need to simply get over it.

So I wish you girls the best. I truly and honestly do, and it's not the kind of good luck where you say good luck and you're really hoping they do bad. Honestly good luck. Live the dream that so many athletes dream of.